hey

If you are angry or upset by events this week in the fandom... don't just be upset. Do something positive.

Make a donation or at least send well wishes to 4christina[dot]org

I understand that Christina is bed ridden at this point and I think her family needs all the love, help, and good vibes they can get.

Let at least one good thing come out of this horror. Plus this will add some good karma to this whole mess. And we all could use that I think.

state of me

OK, so I've gone from numb and overwhelmed to seriously pissed off. And my husband is being an asshat. I just tried to explain to him why I was so upset and he cut me off and told me to calm down and not get upset. That sent me off into outer orbit. Because

a) I am already extremely upset and I needed to express it.
b) I do not need my feelings invalidated thank you. I am tired of feeling like it is not OK for me to be angry. My father does this to me too. And I am sick of it. I'm sorry if you are threatened by angry women. Now get out of my way.
c) AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Recap of why I am so upset.

1. Period from hell started Tuesday
1a. My ankles are swollen like small watermelons. They hurt.
1b. Cramps
2. I fell and ripped all the skin of my knee on Tuesday. It still hurts.
3. The wank.

ETA: Husband provided me with chocolate ice cream and stawberries and I am much happier with him now. Nice David!